I had the worst dream last night, I dreamt everything was the way I wanted it to work out, it was absolutely perfect, in every single solitary way, but then like a punch to the ribs, I woke up and realized it wasn't real, and I started crying. It was worse than any nightmare I could've ever had, I must say I havn't ever had a dream that actually hurt me as much as that one did. It was perfect, so perfect.

~adam j. butler~



Will we ever find the one, that we were meant to love, like we want to be loved
take this flight into the sun,or did they die, in a dry hump fire, years before we were born
when all the hogs devoured the dogs, like lightening after the storm
and her lips were wet, like a rose with summer sweat
and when our eyes met, i knew i was through
tiptoes on cobblestones, in glass stilettos, it breaks my knees when she hides her nosebleeds, in my dreams as i sleep
and i know i'll never be, the man that she thinks she really needs
but it don't stop me, from trying to be
and i scream ice-cream
goddamn you miette, goddamn
i let down my guard, and lifted up this heart, so now it can go and break again
goddamn you miette, goddamn
i let down my guard, and there goes this heart, straight up and out the window again goddamn, goddamn, goddamn godbless.